Yesterday was rough. A real see-saw of a day. It began with bleeding and tears, the hope of being pregnant lost again. The strange feeling of relief mixed with that sorrow. No fear of miscarriage looming in the immediate future. A strange calm over that thought. Then the sorrow again as I pulled Becca’s hair into a long curling pony tail. She is very suddenly a little girl. Babyhood and toddlerhood seem[...]
